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My Shadows

I awake from a dream! Soaked on sweat!

I open my eyes but it is all so dark. Between all the darkness I try to find a light, maybe a door. I turn and turn around but no light, only shadow.

Suddenly my eyes catch a little glimpse of light. I try to focus so my eyes adjust to it. As they do I notice that in the middle of that light there is another shadow!

I try to ask "who are you", but no sound comes trough my mouth. In fact, I don't ear any noise in the room. I try, once more, to talk or to scream but I feel like a cold hand is choking my throat. I am feeling breathless. I collapse down on my knees. Once more I sleep without dreaming!

Choke! Choke!

I came to me again, I'm choking in some liquid...it tastes like...it tastes like...blood! I'm in the floor with my head on a puddle of blood. I try to get, up but something is grabbing my hands...nails! I am on my knees with both my hands nailed to the ground, so that is where the blood came!

I try to free my hands but the rustiest nails scratching my wounded hands...what's that? I don't ear anything but among all the shadows I feel like there is another one looking, quietly, at me!

I try to focus but all I see is a shadow on a shadow. I try to scream but that hand...it's so cold!

I try to feel anything for that shadow...but is has hollow as void.
I can not tell that the shadow is there to joke me or there for support me. I only can sense it there, looking at me. It's driving me mad!
Again I loose my conscience.

Rain! Cold rain, so cold my bones ache. How can that be? I am not outdoors. How can there is be rain? Oh! And it's so cold! The raindrops, has they touch my skin they freeze me more and more!

I look at the ground; the drops of rain accumulate in my nose and fell in the floor! I try; again I try, to find a reason, a meaning or something!

Vacuum! Nothingness! I am merging into the void of that shadow; I am becoming numb with that cold rain drumming my head!

No! I can't go that easily. I raise my head one more time, but I can't see the shadow, but I sense it looking at me! I stop trying to speak! I Scream: "What the FUCK...Come out to light!"

Awaken...I am in my bed and it isn't that dark. The shadow...there is only me on my bedroom...nothing else! Just me and...shadows.


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